May 20, 2009

Confession

Sometime simple things
not simple as they appear
Sometimes they are more precious
than anything in the world
Human heart is mysterious thing
Sometimes simple smile
can save someone’s heart
But sometimes simple words
can broke someone’s heart too

I always try to be honest
Maybe someone else not see me like that
Maybe they think I am bad
I know I am bad
I confess my weakness
I don’t need to argue
About good or bad who I m
But within my mind
I always try and try

There’s happiness and there’s sadness too
Human heart always change like window
Sometime open and sometime closed
Why still search permanent thing
This world always changing
Nothing last forever

I climb the mountain
But I am too weak, not strong enough
I fall down from high place
I deserved to this pain
No regret in my heart
I always fall down in the same place
Why I never stop myself to climb the mountain
The mountain is difficult to climb
Too high but still haunts me
I never blame someone or something
I confess my weakness again
Let my heart broken into pieces

It’s useless to search the words
I wish the words will come
without my having asked
I don’t want to show my wound
Let my heart bleed
I lay my body down
No one know where I am
Let the world forget me
I have no power at all
My heart like a broken mirror

I see the sky
The Sky always be there
But sometimes I forget the sky
When I fall down like this
I already know and see The Sky
I am nothing but The Sky is glorious
The Sky always compassion to me
The Sky going down to earth
Only just to help me
Sky raise me up
And show me
How precious I am

I see The Sky again and again
The Sky give smile to me
In the dark night
I see many stars in the sky
Bright and beauty like diamond
Precious but why no one can see
And The Sky show me
How precious I am

I weep for The Sky's grace
I weep to show my happiness
My face soaked with tears
I already fly to sky
Join with the stars
To see the world from distance
and smile to the world
What can I say again?
My true friend always with me
Never abandoned me
Actually I never alone
Always forever
Not alone